Guts

I always wanted you to know me
I never wanted anyone to know me
Never wanted to be known
How does one stay unseen
Without disappearing?
Hide behind lights
Shine through, they’re going to see you
Fall behind words, land on pages
They’ll read you
Find some privacy
Lose and find and lose and find the best of me
At times I walk out of me
Before into me begrudgingly
I’m so bored, I need a challenge

I found me and lost this life’s source the same day
Still fucks with me
That one disease

I can’t hide no matter how hard I try
I shine. I ride.
Solo, I don’t know how much more though
I’m tired of going alone
It’s all I know though

I get bored while busy
At times life hits me
I write about things I’ve never seen
And people who don’t even read
I can do anything I set my mind to
Proved that to myself a while ago
I can’t do a thing
I can do anything