Maybe I’m Crazy (2/2019)

Honestly, didn’t hear it coming.
Honestly, out of the blue.
Maybe I’m just crazy
and I don’t know what I do.

Wonder if it will ever come back.
Wonder if I will let go.
Maybe I’m just crazy
and now it’s starting to show.

I spun, swirled in sugar for over a year,
saw everyday hearts beat the finest of fears.
Home is where a heart is near,
and today I felt that wasn’t here. Wanted to move.
I spun the dial. I thought I’d smile and, silence.
I wait so long,
then things are gone
by the time I figure things out.

Such a strange day to wake up early.
Such a strange way to get out.
Maybe I’m just crazy
and my thoughts were way too loud.

So I deal with all of my wreckage.
So I deal with what I said.
Maybe I’m just crazy
and this is all in my head.

What a strange day to wake up early.
Why not trust where this wind will take us?
Some things tend to try to break us,
and I’ve always wondered why.
Sat back and wondered why.