Lifelike Records (4/2020)

I cannot see the world the same way they do,
On and on
I have tried and it’s true.

A weekend to do whatever we want to.
Side by side
under and over the moon.

Lately, the quiet crushes me.
Silence so long I don’t know where I stand
and it’s the only thing bringing me down.
Along with how the world is.
I don’t know where to stand.

When’s the silence over?
This normal isn’t right.
Seems nothing’s how it should be.

I do not flip forward through life like records.
Spin and spin,
centered and I wreck her.

A moment to make whenever coming soon,
Hand in hand
under and over the moon.

Lately, the quiet crushes me.
All the disappearing.
Slowing all the spinning.