Finding Winter

Livelihood stripped for a year,
alone in the desert.
I’ve been through this before.
This is how I got here.
This time’s gonna be more.

I just stay inside.
I just walk outside.
I just loop the laps.
My heart is my map.

Hot as hell, go feel the sun.
Go outside, it works you,
and good luck finding winter.

Tonight is a night.
Tonight is a night.
Tonight is a night.
Tonight has been a night.

Stay in there, would ya?
I wanna go outside.
I wanna find some things I lost.
Take you for a ride.

Just stop for a while
so we can get going.
Slow down to move forward.
You know this.

I breathe.
I breathe.