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Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:32 am
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Old Weather (1/2019)

The poor boy stands there, it’s six o’clock as he looks up at the ceiling. ‘Oh, mother, where are you? I feel you out there somewhere… I’ve got an idea, I’ll build a rocket. Yeah. […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:26 am
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Shelter in the Sand (1/2019)

She knows all ‘bout tragic. She knows he’s her man. She spins in her whirlpool life, reaching for his hand. She don’t see his magic. She don’t know ‘bout calm. She laughs at the thought […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:25 am
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Going to Wrigley (1/2019)

See, splash, soar. Back off the boat today, I’m flying. I’ll be captain for a while. Feeling’s so familiar, it’s been such a long time. I left me. Don’t know when, come down just to […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:23 am
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One Dollar Cuban? (1/2019)

Second story. First story from this second story balcony. I don’t speak this language. Middle seat, balanced anguish, before I landed. Right by the beach. Wrong turns down memory lane on this balcony. I can’t […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:21 am
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How’s My Weather? (1/2018)

Didn’t mean lose me on the beach by the border. And I wish I had stayed while she was building surfboards, and more. Watch her smile, create, I’m always late. She said she works too […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:17 am
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Untitled Sunset (1/2019)

Clouds steeped in puddles, the sun was losing steam. Trees were losing focus, like roots chasing a dream. Fire was in the water, old sand was way up high. Footprints in the distance, I looked […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:14 am
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Everything’s In Pencil (1/2018)

Baker, could you tell me what time it is? Doctor, how long I got left? I’m steady, I’m ready when you are. My calendar’s just penciled in. With your pen, I go. I take a […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:11 am
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Morning Jay (1/2018)

Came across an old man that I’ve met before, at the station. Blocked off, filled up, we spoke about dreams, looney bins, my old sins, and then I went on my way. He said boy, […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:10 am
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Fix the Mirror (1/2018)

See a whole life behind me. Tilt the mirror, sail the road. I’ve got to do this on my own. Oh, sky blue lights behind me. Fix the mirror, feel the heat. Steal the money, […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:02 am
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Lectures on Funny (1/2019)

Funny how we run when life’s frozen. Easier to get it out when it’s all easy. Lectures with ourselves. At the podium, in the back row at the same time. Not paying attention. Give ourselves […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 20191:01 am
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Who’s Painting? (1/2019)

One day, I’d love to live where the fringe of the sea collides with the sky. Discover where those colors went, who’s painting? Don’t dissolve these, live where all those colors went, out by the […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:58 am
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Tuppence for Paper (1/2019)

Strung my imagination on a kite watched it take flight, man it was windy. Just beneath the cloud is where I found my place. Just this side of the cloud. It’s all seen, never captured […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:57 am
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Miss the Ground (1/2019)

I walked up high on a telephone line. I tripped, didn’t fall, I was flying. Man, I was a plane. Little wire runway, never call my name. Boy, I’ve gone insane. Flutter outside to a […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:55 am
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One-way Avenues (1/2019)

Finds polaroids in her pocket on her ride to work. Fingerprint paint that’s stamped on smiles. Love. He’s in the sand, he’s so over the hill. Loses himself, not here, then gone. Now stayed. Twisted. […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:54 am
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Stepped in a Puzzle (1/2019)

Preachers preach about a person nobody will ever know. They won’t meet him. Think they need him. They’ve done nothing, He’s done all. How ridiculous is that? Give ‘Him’ all the credit. Smile, never shout. […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:52 am
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Nap (1/2019)

From up in my apartment, I look out and see a street. Screams behind me, startling, coming from my TV. Green, tired eyes to windows. Look out, I hear four feet. From frames behind, of […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:51 am
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This Past 31st (1/2019)

Pumps and lungs. Deflated aliens taking up space, so I glide on back to the alley. Dressed their best. Movement, that wonder under confetti. I’ve never had a dream like this. Wonder when I’ll wake […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:50 am
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Remember January (12/2018)

Crawling up to easy. Crawling up to free. Crawling up this lifelong path to be what we will be. Bring us back to laughing. Bring us back to smiles. Bring us back to dirt road […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:48 am
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One Day, Sunset (12/2018)

Walk for years to find me, because I don’t know where I’ve been. I am not where I am right now. All we are is ever falling, until we hit the ground. Running. ‘They already […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:46 am
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Cycles Off Track (12/2018)

Am I way ahead? Did they already pass? How will I ever make anything last? If I wait for you, will you wait for me? I wrote you a song, but I can’t really sing. […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:44 am
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What Week (12/2018)

It happened again. I snapped. I never realize it until I’m back. That was a week. Did nobody see? Does nobody know they can reach out to me? Normal me, falling so calmly to the […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:43 am
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Morning Drive (12/2018)

I wake up, Pour warm, iced, coffee. Go for my drive. It’s the morning. Windows down, the fresh air suits me. Turn up my songs, it’s my morning. I’ve seen children running around. I’ve seen […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:41 am
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Never Now (12/2018)

Not sure how this will end, so I should, at least, begin. Not sure where to go, maybe tomorrow I’ll know. Get ahead, fall behind. Wreck through life. Be so blind. Storm around in a […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:40 amFebruary 12, 2019
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Puzzles, Kings and Queens (12/2018)

A cup of cold coffee in the morning, to the corner where she decorates dreams. He’d always go down there when he was in town. Down to visit the queen in hopes she’d dance and […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:37 am
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Someplace New (12/2018)

You keep walking into that wall. Just take a step back. See that door? That door’s to someplace new. Unknown, different, uncomfortable. Kinda like me. Someplace new takes getting used to. What decides on the […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:35 am
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Southern & Rural (12/2018)

Out. After the sun. The sun, it won somehow. I was driving home and I caught a shooting star, listening to the wolves on an old album that she sent me. Out. Under the night. […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:32 am
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Time Machine (12/2018)

He sees hands on one screen, His wires skip to future memories, ‘Stuff me in my time machine and take me to right now.’ She is sorcery. This is so surreal. Time is sorcery. She […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:30 am
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In his World (12/2018)

From another place or from another time, he drove outside to take a stroll in his mind. Makes up he’s a fire. Tells him it’s just rain. ‘Soon’, he says, ‘the light comes back.’ In […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:28 am
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Spill Sometimes (12/2018)

She pulled him out, she fell right in. She told him just to let her swim. The coffee spilled, it always does, and she got mad because he was. Sometimes it all spills a little […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:27 am
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Break the Beach (12/2018)

I’ll just sit here and watch the sunrise, see what happens. Something’s always happening. They say time is undefeated, do they know I am too? Your realest smile is in your eyes. I can see […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:24 am
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Won’t Fold (12/2018)

I’ll take a trolley to my youth, Go do the things I used to do. Those things always got me through and back then this was easy. • I’ll spend a day with my best […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:21 am
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Allowed to Breathe (12/2018)

The TVs on, but there’s nothing on and he can’t sleep. Wonders why the deep end’s on the wrong end and then doesn’t care to care. He likes it that way. Anchors must be allowed […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:09 am
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Push Me (11/2018)

Mend me, bend me, break me. Push me ’til I’m the dumbest person in the room. Surround me with genius. Push me out of place so I’ll feel easy and one day, maybe, get some […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:06 am
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Demon Dancing (11/2018)

All the, none the, sleep I get. The demons here, they’re so upset. They live next to a cigarette that sleeps above my ear. All the fun that we forget. The memories there, they lost […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:05 am
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Spotlight Ride (11/2018)

Walk out of this opera, ‘cause I worry that she’ll sing. Wasn’t ready when it started, so what does this really mean? Slide out of this orchestra when my chair sits way up there. It’s […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:03 am
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Lost in the Distance (11/2018)

Lights blink in the distance and I don’t know why, Imagination says, ‘old smiles saying hi.’ Talk to myself more than you these days, so I look up to the sky. Radio, silence, and another […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 12, 201912:00 am
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Take My Time (11/2018)

I take my time, but it gets so quiet. Silence. When I get back to normal. Still don’t know what that means. Speak. Give a sign you know you’ll be fine. Bridges sings, ‘take me […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:57 pm
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Fall to Fine (11/2018)

At times I run away just to get by, even if just for a little while. This is headlights in the fall. This is me putting me into it all. Until I leave this fog […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:55 pm
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Goodness Me (11/2018)

I just roam around, wander in my head. Silence, watching sounds. Please, speak to me instead. Little, worn, baby steps to older. Distance bruising souls and growing. Trusting and we go. Always endless love, it’s […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:53 pm
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Morning’s Story (11/2018)

He’s got feet down beneath his knees. Walks to the water while she’s out at sea. ‘One day, mermaid, take a walk with me.’ He floats his heart up above the trees. Only comes down […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:44 pm
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Life, Somehow // Count Sheep (11/2018)

Life, you bring my people down. Life, you are so deep. Life, you move so slowly, Life, you only steep. Life, you know we’re tired now? Life, just let us breathe. Life, you move like […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:33 pmApril 20, 2020
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Break Inside, Building (11/2018)

I am not a writer. I am not a light. I am just a little thought moving with the night. I am not a circus. I am not a clown. I am a half-balanced act, […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:30 pm
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Rooftop Dreams (11/2018)

Little cow cowboy boots go walking on a belly. Hopping, hoping no one will ever notice. She dances and I’m watching, I wish I was that free. She’s wired, swinging in her jungle. Singing songs […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:28 pm
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Day with the Dead (11/2018)

He’s not who you say I am. He’s got time on me. He filled up songs for legends, bumbled beaches with the dead. Don’t care, or know, who you think I am. I’d like to […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:24 pm
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Television Glow (10/2018)

You shine. You’re dark. I love the way you shake. You’re fine. You’re smart. I love the way you make it. I didn’t mean to leave us. I didn’t mean to slide. I don’t know […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:22 pm
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Somehow Night (10/2018)

Stand outside, soaked grass under the light. It’s not that late, but somehow it’s night. Funny how those things happen. Leaning, breathing, it’s all there is to do. There’s nothing outside of Pittsburgh. Go pray […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:20 pm
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Sleep Driving (10/2018)

You talk about early, but you’ve never met late. Do you ever wonder why some people stay? You think about dreaming, but don’t get a taste. Do you ever wonder why some people wait? Eat […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:17 pm
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Demolition Lady (10/2018)

Drop, puddles move. They say, ‘it’s raining.’ I was gonna walk today. I told you I’d break, you said you were crazy. It’s just part of the story. The tale we’ve been writing for ten […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:15 pm
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Drinking Names (10/2018)

By a lake, familiar songs behind me. Leaves like school busses climb fire up the siding. Does anyone ever notice? They sit and stand on still water, wind slides, winds, between them. Rock stacked tower, […]

Thoughts by Chuck JohnsonFeb 11, 201911:06 pm
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Mar (10/2018)

Cupcakes on the floor, the clock reads zero. 6am and I’m waiting to sleep. Goldfish on the counter sit next to no coffee, and I can’t hear them talking. Blue, red, white lights outside an […]

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